Prayer Partners: update- Ella Newmiller

The Next Best Step

Posted 2 hours ago

A lot has happened since our last post. We prayed for doors to open, and they did. We spent last week waiting to see if we qualified for a study at St. Jude's and at the same time trying to decide about another trial at Duke. On Friday, we found out we qualified for the trial at St. Jude's. We spent the weekend trying to decide between the two studies - as we needed to have a decision made by Monday. We prayed for doors to close and for discernment. Instead of doors closing, the Duke trial, which we thought would close on Monday, remained open. Also on Monday we heard from our doctor at NIH. She mentioned a trial at NIH, but because of medicine dosages and the head of the study being in Germany, it wasn't something we we thought was a real option. In fact, we really wanted her opinion between the St. Jude's study and the Duke one - not another open door to think about. Instead of discernment, we had confusion. That same day, I (Renae) found a folded up piece of paper as I was cleaning. Ella had written on it "The Next Best Step." I'm not sure when or why she wrote that, but since we did not feel we had a clear calling about what to do, it seemed like great advice - moving forward, taking the next best step, trying hard to trust that God would lead us where we needed to be. We felt the next best step was the trial at St. Jude's, and decided to pack-up for what would have meant spending a month in Memphis. Then on Tuesday as we were packed and ready to head out the door, we heard back from our doctor at NIH. She had more information on the NIH trial. Ella would actually be on a higher dosage of the chemo, and they could get us in right away. Our prayer was that this doctor would weigh-in on what we should do. We felt this was the answer. So, we changed directions and drove to Bethesda instead of Memphis. We're packed for a month, but will only need to stay through early next week.

Ella had her first dose of chemo this morning. It is in pill form, and she handled it like a champ. She's been having labs throughout the day and is in the art room at the moment. She'll take the medicine for five days and then be off for twenty-three days before the next round.

Words cannot express our gratitude to everyone who has prayed so hard for Ella and our family. Please keep it up!

Love & Blessings,
The Newmillers

Praying for others

A voyaging ship was wrecked during a storm at sea and only two of the men on it were able to swim to a small, desert like island.

The two survivors, not knowing what else to do, agreed that they had no other recourse but to pray to God. However, to find out whose prayer was more powerful, they agreed to divide the territory between them and stay on opposite sides of the island.

The first thing the first man prayed for was food. The next morning, the first man saw a fruit-bearing tree on his side of the land, and he was able to eat its fruit. The other man's parcel of land remained barren.

After a week, the first man was lonely and he decided to pray for a wife. The next day, another ship was wrecked, and the only survivor was a woman who swam to his side of the land.
On the other side of the island, there was nothing.

Soon the first man prayed for a house, clothes, more food.
The next day, like magic, all of these were given to him. However, the second man still had nothing.

Finally, the first man prayed for a ship, so that his wife and he could leave the island. In the morning, he found a ship docked at his side of the island. The first man boarded the ship with his wife and decided to leave the second man on the island. He considered the other man unworthy to receive God's blessings, since none of his prayers had been answered.

As the ship was about to leave, the first man heard a voice from Heaven booming, "Why are you leaving your companion on the island?"

"My blessings are mine alone, since I was the one who prayed for them," the first man answered. "His prayers were all unanswered, and so he does not deserve anything."

"You are mistaken!" the voice rebuked him. "He had only one prayer, which I answered. If not for that, you would not have received any of my blessings."

"Tell me," the first man asked the voice, "what did he pray for that I should owe him anything?"

"He prayed that all your prayers be answered."

For all we know, our blessings are not the fruits of our prayers alone, but those of another praying for us.

When Jesus died on the cross, he was thinking of you!

Rainbows After The Rain

Whatever your cross,
whatever your pain,
there will always be sunshine,
after the rain ....

Perhaps you may stumble,
perhaps even fall,
but God's always ready,
to answer your call ...

He knows every heartache,
sees every tear;
a word from His lips,
can calm every fear ...

Your sorrows may linger
throughout the night,
but suddenly vanish
at dawn's early light ...

The Savior is waiting
somewhere above
to give you His grace
and send you His love ..

Whatever your cross,
whatever your pain,
"God always sends rainbows ....
after the rain ... "

copied - no author given

The Eagle

The eagle is a symbol used many times in Scripture, in fact, it is mentioned 38 times throughout the Bible. We can learn some important lessons from this majestic creation of God. Eagles have a wing span of 2 meters and are around 90 cm. tall. The eagle mates for life and use the same nest for life. This nest is built in a safe place, often on the ledge of a sharp cliff. It is built to last and the largest nest reported is 9 ½ feet wide and 20 feet deep. When the babies are born, both parents assume responsibility for their care. They are gentle parents, sitting on the eggs for one month. The parents bring food up to the nest and feed them small pieces of meat. Within 45 days they can weigh nearly 40 times their birth weight. At three months they get special feathers for flying and a new learning experience begins. The mother eagle flies into the nest and begins to thrash around causing a great commotion. Eventually one of the babies will fall out of the nest and begin heading for the earth below. Never having used his wings before, he's not really sure what to do, but does do lots of flapping while heading straight down! Just before the baby hits the ground, the mother eagle flies underneath in order to 'catch' the baby on her powerful wings and she flies him safely back to the nest. This continues on day after day until all the babies learn to fly. There are two verses in scripture that actually mention this routine of the eagle. In Deuteronomy 32:10,11 Moses reminds the children of Israel how God cared for them and guarded them just "like an eagle that stirs up its nest and hovers over its young, that spreads its wings to catch them and carries them on its pinions." Again in Exodus 19:4 God says that "He will carry the children of Israel on eagles' wings". We can get very comfortable in our 'nest'. Perhaps that could be our wayof doing things, our way of thinking, our opinions, our way of living life. Then when God comes and 'stirs up our nest, we get upset. We don't always identify this as a growing experience. Sometimes if we were really honest, wereally don't want to grow. We get very complacent and satisfied with where we are and any interruptions are viewed as negative. But God wants us to fly - to become all that He intends us to become. He never stirs up our nest without good reason! The eagle can see a rabbit two miles away. It can soar up to two miles above the ground and can fly at speeds of up to 100 miles per hour. They have a separate eyelid which slides across the eye sideways in order to keep the eye clean and free from dust as they fly. Their bones are hollow and therefore light of frame. Their frame has cross ribs like steel bars in skyscrapers. The eagle has 7000 feathers. The back feathers are as long as the head feathers. Their beak is black until age of 3 years and then turns golden. When eagles are about 30 years old they go through a renewal process. They find a secret place high in the mountains and begin to claw at their face and tear out the feathers that have been damaged over the years. As a result, it bleeds badly. But this is necessary for the eagle in order to renew its strength. If it did not do this it would not be able to live to its normal 60 years of age. Psalms 103:5 says "who satisfies your desires with good things so that your youth is renewed like the eagles." A time of renewal is necessary for every child of God. A time when we get rid of what is weighing us down, holding us back, aging us spiritually. A time to give up the sinful habits, to give in to the Holy Spirit in whatever way He is convicting us. We need to do this even to the point of renewal with pain! Some things we hold on to so tightly that to let go, actually causes us pain. But in order to have the long, powerful, useful spiritual life that God plans for us, we need to do that. It will renew our spiritual youthfulness. When the eagle is free to soar in God's creation, they are the cleanest of birds. They were created to be free and to soar to great heights. They were not meant to remain close to the earth in the lowlands. They were created to soar. When eagles are held in captivity, they become one of the dirtiest birds. God has created us to remain pure and holy and conformed to his image. Don't allow the freedom we are to experience in Him, to be compromised by spending too much time in worldly thinking, activities, mindsets. Remain clean! Eagles do not fly like other birds, they don't flap their wings but rather soar. Flapping their wings would use incredible amounts of their own strength and endurance and they would require so much more food as fuel if they didn't soar. Instead they sit on a high ledge and wait for the right wind currents to come. When the time is right, they take off and soar upward. Effortlessly, because they have waited for the right time. There is a special 'up going' wind, that they ride as it circles higher and higher toward the sky. What a lesson for God's children to learn. How often do we waste strength by jumping out too soon and 'flapping our wings', instead of waiting for God's timing. Waiting is not a popular concept in these days of instant everything! But when we wait on the Lord - wait for His timing - wait for His answers - wait for His direction, then we can soar to new heights and fly to new places. "Those who wait on the Lord will renew their strength, they will soar on wings like eagles: they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not faint." by Linda Ozirney

Prayer Partners

update- Ella Newmiller

The Next Best Step

PJ Garbarini 2012

PJ Garbarini after surgery

PJ Garbarini

Inspirational Quotes and Thoughts

How we started and who we are

Labels

Search This Blog

Followers

Ella Newmiller

About us

Adopt a Troop

Praying for others

Rainbows After The Rain

Amber Alert

The Eagle

The Bible