Update on Lane......10/9/2012

This is one of the harder post. Lane had a very difficult night once we got home. He was up all night restless & having hallucinations & delusions :( He has now been resting for several hrs today. I spoke w Lane's Dr at Vandy & he feels like lane has taken the next step. There is no way to know for sure but it is likely that the Rhabdo "Monster" has invaded his bone marrow & this has caused the low platelets & hemoglobin :( He also feels that the increase in hallunications & delusions is due to progression & not probably not the meds. He said likely Lane will continue to sleep more & more until his body shuts down :( My heart is breaking because I don't want to live my life without my sweet Lane. I am so blessed that we have had the past 3 weeks & some wonderful moments. Lane's journey has made & Will continue to make a difference for Childhood Cancer!! We will continue to Pray & Believe in Gods miracle but if God chooses to take Lane home Lane has made it clear that he is ready.